To Doubt or not to Doubt

Doubts, little blows, slumps that start as simple thoughts but become, little by little, in a small hole deep down.

Thoughts that expressed on a loud voice seem insignificant but that are hard to get over in one's mind.

The problem is that the main cause of these unnecessary thought seems not to have intention to help me to avoid them.

I think it is (and in fact it is) a matter of character. Every single person is a different world; each one of us feel in a different way and that is the problem. One can express his or her feelings by saying them or by showing them, or both. The heart of the matter, and the heart of my hurting thoughts is what happens when a person needs words and shows of affection while the other part has enough with some acts.

I don't know what to do but what I'm sure is that I don't want to crack up more.

Enough for today.